Mistakes

My dad was right. I invited the problems to myself. I made all the wrong decisions and now it is getting ugly. Nothing that i do seems to add value and it gets exhausting and excruciatingly painful. Worst, my family got dragged into it.

I cried so bad today that i had headache. Why do they hate me so much? They treated me like rubbish. Do and say whatever they want without guilt. Humiliated and ridiculed me like i have no feelings. A malicious monster in the eye of others. I cannot take it anymore. I cant be making more mistakes.