Anxious

I counted my tablets. I doubt that they would last til my next appointment. It makes me bit anxious. Nevertheless my doctor texted me out of the blue, asking about my next apppointment. Hmmmm he seems to have some telepathy connection with his patient. 

PCMC 1

I came to a point that i need professional help. I am feeling so much emotional pain and it has been on-going for too long.

My first session yesteday went ok. He asked about my work, education background and family. Oh! Not to forget relationship.

There are a lot of movement in my life. I am getting restless. I don’t like intimacy. Everything has to be at arm’s length. Well i have to agree to this because it does make me nervous and i would rum away.

 I had to do several questionnaires and be on medication as we need to structure my problems. 

I have a feeling that we will be taking emotional flight to the past and these will take a lot of sessions.