I am very depress. Feeling tired from struggling with emotions. The direction seems grey and hazy. But i choose to continue moving forward. Hoping for some lights at the end of the tunnel.
Its tiring. I questioned the purpose of life. Feels like im stuck and never grow.
It has been very painful. None of my relationships workable. I stopped wondering, hoping. I totally trashed away the idea of marriage and family. Like i said i dont know how thay would even going to happen.
I just dont know.