Another night of being an owl. Dehydrated. Flashback on series of memories from the past. All conversations, words chosen and expressed fuelled with anger and hatred.
Have faith my dear, everything will be fine in the end. Let go of the thoughts and be at present. Now. At this point of time which i should have been sleeping.
I have now experienced both sides of him. Sweet and bitter. Just like white and dark chocolates 😁
My chain of unfortunate experience searching for love from one rejection to another. Harsh. But i will not give up. I will definitely meet someone who could accept both sides of me. 🐣🐥v