I miss him but i doubt he felt the same way. He continuously hurt my feelings. I pray to god to give him some comfort and to have faith in me. And also that he stops exploring. Maybe he doesnt understand that my commitment to work can be translated as my obligations to my family, most importantly my parents.
It was a tiring week. Managed to get some rest today and spent time with my dad. The crazy work load and stress will continue until i dont know when.