Second insomniac night. And decided to trash things here. I have been avoiding captain b over the last few months. He persistently making his presence in my life. Whether its significant or not would depend on how i manage it. This time, but since the last time we met, i already felt nothing. He has made it clear that we will never be together and i respected the decision which i believed he is happy with it.
To be honest, i feel neither sad nor angry. It’s blank. Again as we catch up over meal, i wonder what was it that i fall for. All the things ive fallen for are apparently superficial. Unreal. Insincere.
I need to reassess my criteria.
P/s: war with mossies.